Holy hell!

Listen I may get a little preachy here but just here me out.
I'm depressed. Yup. Oh no he's only 13 only in eigth grade he can't know for sure. Well yes I can! I've quit caring about things that make me go nuts and I push the people I love away from me. I gotta say I am sick and tired of my life. It just sucks. My parents wanted an ordinary kid. Well boy are they dissapointed. I hate sports, and I play in a highschoold band. The anti-christ of 13 year old boys. So in a pathetic attemp they almost guilt trapped me into playing sports. I play basketball and for what? The chance I'll never get to play in the last game because the coach will say 'yeah you'll get to play'. Then after the game I wind up with my dad scolding me and me crying. I play lacrosse for that recognition and goal I'll never get. I hate my life. Truly. I try to get good grades in school ad then I go home and freaking cry myself to sleep. I can't do it anymore. Being depressed makes you see the world for what it truly is. A lie. No person will do good because they want to. Only because they have to, for firewater or for cash. You know the church and the pope everyone loves? That church has over 40 billion dollors to spend. You know what they spend it on? Fancy hats and bibles. Oh wait, maybe God will help us. Wrong again. God is a lie just like the bible. Guess what, we can't prove the events in the Bible happened! It was 2000 years ago! Besides it makes no sence whatsoever. A guy dying on a 2x4 will save the world. Yeah, right. God wants us to love and fear him while he kills the nonbelievers. Sure what ever. What God told matrys was basically this, even if he is real, which I doubt. Hey I love you my followers now go let the Romans kill you. In modern times it is no better. The economy is collapsing in on itself. We have terrorism. We have riots over something as stupid as sexual orientation. Seriously?!!? Have you run out of things to hate? I mean come on who f#$^ing cares! Hey heres a little logic for all you religious dicks! God gives birth and human life. Gay people are born and are human. Shove that in your freaking bible. I mean we still have racism and most of the people in the world completly hate each other. We have so much disease and drugs. Our president, Bush, is retarded and started a war! And do you know what the people of the world do about it. They say 'oh no thats awful' in an airy way and sit down and laugh about it. All it takes is applying logic and a little thinking.